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Thank you

In Uncategorized on January 10, 2017 at 4:49 am

The celebrations may get over
The laughter may die out
Over the jokes, the worries may cast cover
Over life, existence may prove its clout

One year done , now another to reach
Actions to do, promises to keep
Thousands to speak, lakhs to preach
Tiredness may frustrate you to force sleep

It’s then that these moments echo
It is then that their warmth glow
It is then that realisation dawns in slow
As how on everyone you have silently cast a shadow

It is then that you aren’t alone
It is then that you aren’t in a crowd
Maybe few but still with your tears shall moan
And with your smiles shall be proud

Birthdays aren’t ever about the age
Age is simply a number my friend
Birthdays are about how many etches have you carved on his or her page
Birthdays are opportunities with yourself to make amend

Son to a husband
Colleague to a friend
Transcending infinite faces
Taking infinite paces

Today I take a pause
Look behind and smile at the cause
Thank you, everyone, for forging my identity
Here’s wishing a very happy birthday to me !!!

Dedicated to every single being who bore me for the past 27 years, helping me grow, stand, smile and cry. Especially to the insanely brotherhood of Xavierites, the best ever retards of SPCE, the goodfellas of erstwhile Resellerclub, the weirdos of Bigrock and the madstastic people of Make A Difference. — and definitely the five elements that have held me together — Dad, Bro,Boudi, Luchi and mom šŸ™‚

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The love story

In Uncategorized on January 10, 2017 at 4:44 am
These were series of short poems written as clues for my girlfriend to search the gift that I had bought for her. Each paragraph is a poem in its own, though the entire sequence kind of sums up the initial days of our love story.
Today I set my sights on you
Today was also when I was stepping in a world new
They say love blossoms in rain
Didn’t know it can cause so much pain
Yet for me it changed my fate
Do you remember this date ?
You were dressed in pure white
Looking a Goddess, amazing & petite
Probably the first time we spoke
The word was less of praise and more of poke
Yet it drew you to me
The word is ………

My new self wasn’t to me kind
To my failures I had become blind
Like an instant relief I joined here
But never truly acted on my fear
I didn’t earn the marks but something more
As here I met you and realized you were my core

To the last clue this is how we rode
Love between us here found its first abode
Between you and me lied eternity
Yet it was this space that bought you close to me
Color of love is red
Name this thing where our foundation was laid

A dark starry sky
My heart tattered in pain
Whom I thought would be my
I sensed she was someone else’s gain
I wanted to end here
Besides the railings let out my fear
But I ended up on her shoulder
And that’s how his became her

A different me

In Uncategorized on January 10, 2017 at 4:38 am

I simply stared at the sky
Stretched serene and blue
Into a joy leapt the heart of my
Why ? I have no clue

I heard the whistle of the breeze
Blowing silent and calm
With its flow my memories freeze
Recollecting the old day’s charm

I walked besides the endless sea
Flowing slow and steady
In its waves my heart leaps free
Today feels a different me

What it isn’t

In Uncategorized on January 10, 2017 at 4:36 am

It’s not an idea,
It’s not a thought
It’s not even the answers that we have sought

It’s not an action
It’s not a behaviour
It much more than being a saviour

It’s not about the entire sea
But about the single drop alone
It’s beyond the concept of I or we
It starts with our journey beyond the comfort zone

Vengeance

In Uncategorized on May 19, 2016 at 6:13 pm

On the dry weary road,
I dragged my heavy feet along.
Tears on my cheeks,
On my lips a weary song.

To look behind I dread,
Wondering why indeed did I tread.

Among thankless souls and plastic smiles,
I was trying to cover important miles

I needed to run, and run I did.
Everything that I could in this race, I bid.

But alas it wasn’t right,
They needed me not to run, but take a flight.

By the time I grew my wing,
Everyone had finished singing.

How am I to blame
When you lay an unfair game.

But don’t blame me yet,
My flight, though small hasnt been judged by the correct set.

I may have run when needed to fly,
I may have bargained more than the sky

Yet I wasn’t done,
I indeed build a family under the sweltering sun.

You may judge me by my sprint,
But open your eyes, I have laid a culture to mint.

I may not have completed your road,
But I have ensured that my successor has less of my load.

In your arrogance, barbs and jokes
You forgot that your laughter indeed was a painful poke.

But it’s okay, for amongst you I found a few
Who today look up to me for an inspiration new.

Fuck your judgement,
Fuck your decision
I have achieved what you actually meant
While still having fun.

Yes on your path I did not walk
Yes, your words I didn’t talk

Yes I have travelled a bit alone
For I was blinded, thinking only failure I had sown

But new beside me walk a few
Who would band with me without a cue.

And that’s the respect you will forever yearn
That’s thr respect, if even from a few, that I truly earn.

On the dry weary road,
I dragged my heavy feet along
But I have shoulders to divide my load
I have others to join my song

Besides you

In Uncategorized on February 12, 2015 at 4:54 am

Your silent eyes stare at my face
The muted sight stares beyond at the race

Fear hides behind your gritted teeth
Uncertainty trembles beneath the perched up feet

The muted lips ask for the magical wand
The trembling fingers find solace in my hand

No words spoken but still we speak
The journey isn’t just yours, but even mine to seek

From the sun and rain I shall be your shade,
For the winter I shall be your fur
Smiles and tears shall rise and fade
But I shall forever be your protector

Your road shall cough up dust, mud or snow
The smooth waters you sail may become difficult to row
Life will gift you experiences of every range
But you shall find me as your shadow in every change

You shall walk through the coals of tears and gardens of smiles
Its summer, monsoon and winter you shall have to cope
Inundated with stories shall be your journey of infinite miles
Worry not, I shall help you wear the slippers of hope

The parched throat and the infinite walk,
The tired feet and yearning for abomination
Look behind; i shall be there to talk
And help apply the balm of determination

Beneath the sweat and grime rests an unseen beauty
The journey to the horizon of experiences ends at infinity
Lay out your foot, look beyond the race
In this beautiful world, together we shall discover your special place.

A parent

In Uncategorized on November 18, 2014 at 4:52 am
Silent little eyes,
Gazing straight at me.
Discerning my truth and lies.
As if my soul she can see.

A tiny blank face,
Resting calmly on her palm
Seemingly deaf to the mad race
And to every wordly charm

The lips, they are sealed
Yet they evoke a thousand echoes
As if there are wounds to be healed
As if the world around has a thousand foes

She waits, her eyes sprouting with hope.
She waits, for you to help her cope.

Muted expectations beaming in her innocence,
Between a smile and a tear you seem to be her only fence

Happy Birthday

In Uncategorized on November 11, 2014 at 4:51 am

A few years back
Opened two little eyes
Happy little balls of black
The gaze radiating like the skies

Two tiny little lips
With smile stitched on them
Taking all on the laughter trips
With every single attention for her to claim

The eyes glowed over the years
The lips smiled through the fears
The feet, they increased their stride
The identity earned itself its pride

The humble fears of the town
The pride of being her daddy’s crown
The broken promises to herself made
The silent resolutions to herself said

From a daughter to a friend
Being a sister to the worlds end
Enchanting all with her coyish smile
She has covered an infinite mile

Yet the steps continue unabated
Yet the hunger continues to be fed
Yet the pride comes cloaked in humility
Yet for her there is still an infinite world to see

Thus has been her story
Dotted with fears and dreams of queens to see
A girl at heart and a woman in soul
From a colleague to friend she has donned every role

Here’s cheering the first time she cried
Here’s cheering my biggest ever pride
Here’s cheering the epitome of elegance and beauty
Happy birthday to the one who completed me !!!?

Homecoming !!!

In Uncategorized on November 11, 2014 at 4:49 am

There’s spring in the air
And warmth in the thought
Everything seems fair
As if every ounce of happiness I have bought

There is a dance in my step
And smile in my tear
Even the grumpy mirror now looks pep
There seems clarity even in a smear

There is joy in my eye
And infinite words on my tongue
The feet seem to leap for the sky
Every single heart beat now wants to be sung

There is magic in my heart
And possibilities stretch from far to near
Memories hit back like the dart
Someone special is now finally here

With you !!!

In Uncategorized on July 9, 2014 at 7:40 pm

Your silent eyes stare at my face
The muted sight stares beyond at the race

Fear hides behind your gritted teeth
Uncertainty trembles beneath the perched up feet

The muted lips ask for the magical wand
The trembling fingers find solace in my hand

No words spoken but still we speak
The journey isn’t just yours, but even mine to seek

From the sun and rain I shall be your shade,
For the winter I shall be your fur
Smiles and tears shall rise and fade
But I shall forever be your protector

Your road shall cough up dust, mud or snow
The smooth waters you sail may become difficult to row
Life will gift you experiences of every rangeĀ 
But you shall find me as your shadow in every change

You shall walk through the coals of tears and gardens of smilesĀ 
Its summer, monsoon and winter you shall have to cope
Inundated with stories shall be your journey of infinite miles
Worry not, I shall help you wear the slippers of hope

The parched throat and the infinite walk,
The tired feet and yearning for abomination
Look behind; i shall be there to talk
And help apply the balm of determination

Beneath the sweat and grime rests an unseen beauty
The journey to the horizon of experiences ends at infinity
Lay out your foot, look beyond the race
In this beautiful world, together we shall discover your special place.Ā Ā